My Purpose

ive been depressed alot lately
which has been affecting people
so this blog I now use for a different reason..
Instead of being so depressed and down all the time..
I'm looking for the other side of it. :D

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Where can I find me?

Dear Avril.
What did I do wrong?
I gave everybody everything I have..
See, this is exactly the problem.
You might think you understand me, but you don't.
I'm excluded, and you don't care.
You overreact.
What you call comfort, isn't comforting.
I wish you'd just try at least and stop acting like that cool chick
Cause' you aren't if you keep acting like you're always right.
You've been there for me, and I can't forget that though.
-Goodbye if you dont understand

Dear Destiny,
You're all I wanted but you lied to me. Now I've done that mistake again. I''m just so upset about how I thought you could be that person and lie to me. I don't care if you like that person and don't feel the same way about me. Just the fact you lied to me, hurts the most. I wish that you would've told me the truth. You were the person who cared about me, so you didnt have to lie, Because what I stepped in, I can't get out of now.
-Lies won't help

Dear Whispers,
If we ever meet again. I'm happy to tell you that you're someone who actually appreciated me. You knew what I was going through. If I never had you, I wouldnt have anybody. That is all I have to say.
-Thanks for everything.

Dear Taylor,
You never liked me. Admit it. I know. I've been known as bitch, friend-stealer and retard to you. Do you even know what friendship is? I've been replaced all the time yet you still can keep up this little act of yours. I wouldn't give a fuck if you left me because I perfectly understand that even if you left me, things might actually get better. Whats up with you and your reasons? You know that you don't have to reason because we were never best friends.n I don't see the word friend at all in you.
-Huge backstabber

Dear B-R-O,
You were my brother, but we gradually grew apart. You slided out of my life and found someone new and that hurts. You never did anything wrong to me and you are just normal with me for that. Thank you.
-Brothers..

Dear Drake,
I loved you, I did. I never lied to you. But that whole mess was all lies. I'm sorry about everything and I know you cant forgive me.
-Sorry Not Forgiven

***Whatever we are now, let it stay that way. No more changes***

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

The Maker Of It


David Archuleta
The name of this is blog is
"The Other Side Of Down"
which is the name of David Archuleta's
second album.
It made me realize you cant spend the
rest of your life like its the biggest mistake ever
or a big regret.
Just move on and know that you should try to move on.



You cant stay on just one thing that will be on your mind every single day. Just forget the world, forget the hard times in life'
and be happy.
Find yourself.
Find the people to help.
Find the advantages.
Find The Other Side Of Down.

My Chemical Romance

They're my fav group so far :]
I like the following songs by them the most
so far:
-Na Na Na
-SING
They hav, i think, 10 albums
:D
They're AbSOlUteLy AweSOme

Sunday, January 2, 2011


Personally think, you can't find better bffs than these.

Samantha: Lucky to have the best bffs ever
and bf :D












Angela: Frikkin Awesome and Funny











Shyann: Nice and Caring



Gigi: Fun and Energetic



My Non related Bro...............


Kinda a funny story on how we met...
We met at science fair... a regular science fair...
Shyann told me about him and her and I ended up calling him stupid... right in his face
After that, we mainly cursed each other like hell and then later somehow ended up being BFFs
One person i could talk to for hours
He is an awesome friend...
and an awesome brother.........
Veng Keat :D
:]

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Eminem (best rapper ever)

Eminem is the best rapper I've ever heard.
He raps more than just sex and money..
His music is just so creative and cool,
No one can replace Eminem.
If you hear him on the radio..
You will know that it ishim right away.
He has a unique voice when he raps..
I cant get a picture.. Sorry :]

Bruno Mars



He will treat any girl right............
He Is perfect just the way he is...
He has a beautiful voice.
He has great songs.
He is awesome.
I Love him.
He can totally count on me to be a fan.
Long Live Bruno Mars
:]



I Love Bruno Mars....
Best Male Singer ever....
He cares about what a girl wants and needs
and says everything they want to hear...
He's got nothin on the people who hate him.
He's a great guy.
:]]